2006-04-23 - The essence of my character is that I'm unable to be without worrying
2006-04-09 - Forgive the urgency but hurry up + wait. - My heart has started to separate . . *
2006-04-03 - Real Loss.
2005-07-14 - Mmmmmm
2005-06-29 - such a dissapointment
2005-06-28 - -
2005-06-15 - ???
2005-06-04 - My extended family
2005-05-19 - Well it's love, it's love, it's love.. Make it hurt
2005-05-18 - It's not me, it's definitely you.
2005-04-27 - I wish I loved him back..
2005-04-11 - the two of us dream like one <3
2005-03-02 - he makes me shake
2005-02-20 - my insides are copper.. but I'd kill to make them gold
2005-02-07 - Let’s not fight, that's not nice. Let’s not be sore, that's not right.
2005-02-07 - < / 3
2005-02-06 - I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand..
2005-02-02 - I'm fine enough I guess, considering EVERYTHING'S A MESS
2005-01-26 - hm.
2005-01-17 - I want you to help me try and reach for the sky
2005-01-11 - I'm sorry..
2005-01-07 - He's just NOT that into you
2005-01-02 - ..And then our lips will collide*
2005-01-02 - yah..
2004-12-30 - If I'm leaving with a broken heart - you're leaving with a bleading nose.
2004-12-21 - im just pathetic
2004-12-01 - I just don't know
2004-11-30 - ..Do you know I miss you? I miss you..
2004-11-25 - Someone spark me up please.
2004-11-13 - *Friends like mine don't come any better.. They're my life, my strength, what holds me together*
2004-10-05 - I'm so tired of being lonely
2004-09-11 - you'll be so good for me
2004-09-01 - I make myself sick..
2004-08-21 - HELLO?!
2004-08-11 - damn my painful leg to hell
2004-08-06 - It's my party I can cry if I want to.
2004-07-30 - figures
2004-07-28 - Hello? Remember me? The one who doesn't update for a month?
2004-06-29 - ..and I'll belong to you, if you just let me through..
2004-06-16 - Everything is gonna be alright - Be strong b e l i e v e
2004-06-16 - Everything is gonna be alright - Be strong b e l i e v e
2004-06-10 - "It's been a year now, since you were here now.."
2004-06-09 - dwell on the possibilities..
2004-06-03 - But your taste still lingers on my lips like I just placed them upon yours and I starve.. I starve for you.
2004-06-03 - But your taste still lingers on my lips like I just placed them upon yours and I starve.. I starve for you.
2004-05-31 - Perfection*
2004-05-26 - Blow it, blow it away. Clear it all out. Just end it.
2004-05-20 - An entry on how pathetic I am
2004-05-16 - it wouldn't be make-believe if you believed in me
2004-05-14 - Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember
2004-05-12 - A rant
2004-05-09 - Look what you've found, I've fallen down
2004-05-08 - a poem written by someone I know
2004-05-08 - moshi moshi
2004-05-06 - Change is never easy.. You fight to hold on. You fight to let go.
2004-05-05 - happy birthday to the boy
2004-05-04 - "..the only broken hearted loser you'll ever need"
2004-05-03 - Happy 100th Entry To Me :)
2004-04-27 - Chasing the ghost of a good thing.. Haunting yourself as the real thing is getting away.. from you. Again.
2004-04-26 - Help, I need somebody..
2004-04-22 - dun dun dun duuuun
2004-04-20 - So don't give up on you and me.. Cause there is no such thing as hopeless, if you believe.
2004-04-19 - I hold my breath to forget that it only hurts when I breathe
2004-04-19 - fucking up takes practice, i feel my brother is well rehearsed
2004-04-13 - She's built and torn down anyone who's come close to her heart..
2004-04-13 - but things are good, I've got a lot of followers of my faith. I've got a whole congregation living in my head these days.
2004-04-11 - Here Comes Peter Cottentail, Hoppin Down The Bunny Trail - Hippity Hop, Hop
2004-04-09 - "In a sense" he said "You're alone here, so if you jump you best jump far"
2004-04-06 - Woah Buddy is it good to be home!
2004-04-03 - I disgust myself
2004-03-31 - *waves goodbye for 5 days*
2004-03-30 - I hate college
2004-03-30 - you've been burned more then once, you don't think much of trust
2004-03-28 - whats the use im complaining? ill pretend the sun is shining even though i know its raining
2004-03-26 - Change the weather, still together when it ends
2004-03-25 - My Pictures.. Ooo La Laaa
2004-03-25 - "Don't waste your time on me, you're already the voice inside my head"
2004-03-24 - Wow, I hate fucking hypocrites.
2004-03-23 - I'm alright, it only hurts when I breath
2004-03-19 - I'm so screwed
2004-03-15 - It's making me think I can jump ship and swim, that the ocean will hold me, that there's got to be more than this boat I'm in.
2004-03-13 - your not here for a long time your here for a good time.
2004-03-10 - i'm not a quitter, i just stopped trying
2004-03-01 - i'm trying not to wonder where you are..
2004-02-21 - Take my heart if you like the beat..
2004-02-15 - My heart is yours to fill or burst or break or bury or wear as jewelery, which ever you prefer.
2004-02-11 - Drama Drama Draaaaama
2004-02-09 - Go take a long walk off a short fucking cliff
2004-02-03 - OMG!
2004-02-02 - Nothin But Lyrics Survey
2004-01-31 - Maybe we'd be better off if we talked less and kissed more
2004-01-26 - Awww guys, you made me ink!
2004-01-21 - So much can happen in a week
2004-01-14 - piece by piece, and bit by bit, i'll break this down for you, real slow
2004-01-12 - Oh what, you think I'm number one? :)
2004-01-09 - I just need him to hold me again
2004-01-07 - I am not a pretty girl, I don't want to be a pretty girl, no I want to be more than a pretty girl
2004-01-04 - You make me come.. You make me complete.. You make me completely misserable.
2003-12-29 - You're not seeing what I'm missing 'cause I am missing you & I think that we should run as fast as we can into what we don't know.
2003-12-28 - I'd rather be here, then anywhere with you
2003-12-27 - Bad Jessy *smacks hand* BAD BAD BAD!
2003-12-26 - You do something to me that I can't explain.. So would it be out line if I said, I miss you.
2003-12-24 - All I want for Christmas is *you*
2003-12-23 - Forgetting ain't easy, you stay on my mind. Thoughts of us haunt me, can't leave them behind
2003-12-22 - Listen to me screaming more - This story is old only to those that have no mold
2003-12-21 - The bottom has the best stuff. So make sure to read that.
2003-12-17 - So here I am it's in my hands, & I'll savor every moment of this
2003-12-14 - "Well think of the places my name could be used. Or screamed for that matter"
2003-12-11 - Freezy pops aint got nothing on happiness :)
2003-12-11 - "It's like lighting candles in the rain - Sometimes life can be a pain, but don't give up without a fight"
2003-12-10 - I had a dream, and it landed right here in my hand
2003-12-08 - It's been a bad day, another bad day & all I want to do is look at you & know I'm ok
2003-12-08 - "You've reached party villa. Can I rock you?" :)
2003-12-07 - It's yet to be determined, but the air is thick.. And my hope is feeling worn. I'm missing home. (and mah Chelsea-Burr)
2003-12-05 - I don't know if my heart will beat without you guiding it
2003-12-04 - Leaving. Wave goodbye. Losing, but I'll try, with the last ways left, to remember.
2003-12-04 - i still need so much not to be alone
2003-12-03 - I'm here without you baby, but you're still on my lonely mind
2003-12-02 - Don't look back, the past is just that
2003-12-02 - I picture you in the sun.. Wondering, what went wrong..
2003-12-02 - Stuff. P.S. I got these from Addie (who I don't know and who doesn't know me but who I think has amazing strength)
2003-12-01 - My computer is THE DEVIL
2003-12-01 - La la, la la laaa, the boys are waiting ;)
2003-12-01 - My work pisses me off in all sorts of ways, then why do I like it so much?
2003-11-29 - Black Friday
2003-11-27 - Gobble, Gobble, Gobble. Happy Turkey Day!
2003-11-27 - My first normal, wonderful, happy day in New Hampshire :)
2003-11-26 - Who falls asleep at 5:30 am SOBER?!
2003-11-26 - Michael Jackson Jokes
2003-11-26 - I just really love my best friends/siblings
2003-11-26 - Should I approach him? Yay or Nay?
2003-11-25 - Something my sis sent me & my ELF review
2003-11-23 - Stupid fucking anniversary can BURN BURN BURN! & I love my Poppa :)
2003-11-19 - There I go being all depressed again
2003-11-18 - I have no idea why I'm writing in here right now..
2003-11-17 - My first days of work.. And words of wisdom
2003-11-13 - The cheater or the paranoid one? Hmm..
2003-11-13 - Crazy kids these days.. Swearing at teachers and shit. Crazy I tell yah.
2003-11-12 - The O.C. is just so.. Yah :)
2003-11-12 - Sooo damn frustrated.. In a bad way.
2003-11-12 - My bone head move, I'm such a moron sometimes.
2003-11-11 - A new feel about me, for you.
2003-11-10 - Training starts tomorrow.. I hope I don't suck.
2003-11-10 - Thursday and Damien Rice Rock My World. And Locks Of Love is Lovely.
2003-11-10 - A picture? Please work..
2003-11-10 - Sex with who?
2003-11-10 - Elizabeth Smart
2003-11-09 - AFI
2003-11-09 - !st time ever drinking in my new apartment
2003-11-08 - I absolutley despise this whole "being single" crap. Yup.
2003-11-08 - 101 things about me
2003-11-07 - The phone company can take a spoon and eat my ass
2003-11-07 - I'm spoiled rotten.. and I *LOVE* it
2003-11-07 - Happy Journal & A Liter Story
2003-11-07 - Quizes & Links
2003-11-07 - Anxiety Attack?
2003-11-06 - A New Start